| so.....didnt get to go to maryland today T_T epik phail....blah. YESTERDAY AND TODAY WERE SUPPOSED TO BE OUR DAYSSSS ! sighs...how depressing. so we got in a fight ...ok 2 fights last night. i did that "thing" again and flipped out...not good not good. i dont want to do that to evan.....or my friends. idk. im trying to get rid of it though. they dun understand it when i do it though. i guess since they havent known me long enuf. they dunno how crazy i get T_T haha rj had to effing save me from myself. HAHAHAHAHA too funnie. siiiggghhhhssss. T_T |
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| sooo....skyline or maryland!?!?!??!?!.....MD MD MD ! |
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| hhmmm life is getting pretty interesting...i kinda miss my boring life T_T at least i wasnt getting into n e trouble when my life was all bland. so...tonite im sleeping over at jenny's house. tmr imma be spending the day with evan and my family. wednesday imma be spending the day with evan in maryland....(finally some quality alone time with my boo) and i think either this friday or next friday im going to some sorta formal ball for GMU or something like that...i just know evan made reservations for us outa no where and was like "babe, we going" T_T the fuck am i supposed to wear.... damn. all my clothes are either chyll or club status...oh well. hhmmm ive been having a lot of mental break downs lately...i feel bad for evan and bryce for having to deal with that shit.....sorry you guys.......im trying to stop it but its hard... |
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| evan and i just got drunk as shit with my dad XD lol went to his place for a party and got wasted ! lol
then we went to ihop and fed eachother a brownie sundai thingie tehe time for left4ddeeaaddd XD at 2 in the mornin tehehe |
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| went to court yesterday. i was an epik phail T_T sighs. it was so damn funnie though lmfao. hhmmm after court evan and i went to his house in maryland and just spent all day just watching horror movies and relaxing. i had on of my mental breakdown type things last night and that really sucked. i been so stressed lately and im starting to be like how i used to be and yea...i worked too hard to get rid of that for it to be coming back. evan stayed by my side though...sighs..idk. im dont wanna mess up our relationship. it finally started. blah. FML!
augh is it really too much to ask to be able to stay with him over night !?!?! its like..damn. all we want is a damn place to chyll out and not spend money and like watch movies or play video games all day or something but idk. its so damn complicated even though its so damn simple. and wtf. his friend is like giving him shit about letting me stay with him at his house. he's fucking paying rent for the place and its like just cause he's renting from his friends aunt his friend is like all up in our buisiness. so damn annoying. she just mad she and her bf cant have what him and i have....idk....all i can say is...T_T phail !
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